Disclaimer

While I write and share about my hurt, I also want it to be clear that I do attempt on  a daily basis to keep this all in perspective. I was emailing recently with another friend battling infertility and she shared with me about how she reminds herself that where we are is not as bad as it seems. And this is so true. For me, I think part of it is self-talk to help cope. I also think it is healthy. Healthy to remind yourself that this "journey" feels devastating, but as I've written before, my life is not ending. God does not say my purpose here is to be a mom. And I do believe God will open those doors SOMEHOW. This is my disclaimer that although I have days that I'm devastated and my yearning to have this cycle of IVF work cannot be expressed in a blog entry, I have perspective.